Justin Bieber’s journey in the spotlight has been turbulent, with recent reflections and resurfaced stories suggesting he may be dealing with PTSD due to past experiences in the industry.

Now 30, Justin has hinted at the challenges he faced, from broken relationships with his parents to mentors like Diddy. Recent speculation about his mental health has grown amid heightened media scrutiny, particularly around his past connections to high-profile figures. According to sources, Bieber is reportedly struggling with stress and anxiety as he navigates these resurfaced memories, leaning on his wife Hailey Baldwin and their young son for support.

Bieber first encountered fame at a very young age, and the pressures mounted quickly. Introduced to Diddy at just 13, thanks to his mentor Usher, Justin found himself surrounded by powerful industry personalities, which could have impacted him deeply. Clips of Justin and Diddy from Bieber’s early career have recently been re-examined in light of allegations against Diddy.

One particular video from 2009, which shows 15-year-old Justin with 40-year-old Diddy, raised eyebrows. In it, Diddy suggests they’re spending time in a way that’s “every 15-year-old’s dream,” comments that now strike a different tone in light of ongoing concerns about their dynamic. Another video shows Diddy patting Justin’s chest and hugging him in a manner some fans have speculated feels off.

These interactions, coupled with recent rumors surrounding Diddy, have sparked discussions about whether Justin may have been in situations that could have negatively affected him. An insider revealed to Radar Online that Justin feels “barely able to eat” and is visibly affected by these pressures, fearing that revisiting his past will drag him into an uncomfortable spotlight.

Aside from his industry connections, Justin’s family life also influenced his emotional development. His parents were often absent or inconsistent figures during his early career. His mother, Pattie Mallette, admitted she felt overwhelmed by the demands of the industry and struggled with managing Justin’s needs. She was initially involved in his life, but the complexity of handling his career and legal responsibilities seemed to push her to her limits.

Meanwhile, Justin’s father, Jeremy Bieber, had a tumultuous history that left him largely absent. Described by some as a “deadbeat dad,” Jeremy reportedly reappeared in Justin’s life only once his fame took off, adding to Justin’s instability. Recently, Jeremy faced controversy for running an Instagram account featuring images of his young daughter, Justin’s sister, which received unsettling attention online, raising further questions about his parental judgment.

The lack of a strong family structure likely contributed to Justin’s challenges as he tried to navigate fame. Notably, Jeremy’s involvement sometimes bordered on reckless, such as the incident in 2014 where he reportedly encouraged 19-year-old Justin to drag race in a Lamborghini under the influence, which led to Justin’s arrest. Such incidents may have compounded Justin’s struggles with mental health, adding layers of shame and confusion as he tried to find his way.

Now, Justin seems committed to building a more grounded life with his family. Hailey, his wife, has been a major source of support, helping him remain focused on being a father and finding stability. Though the journey has been challenging, she remains committed to helping him heal and move forward. Still, the emotional toll is clear, and it remains uncertain how these resurfaced issues will impact him long-term.

With the support of his family and his dedication to being a better father, fans hope Justin can continue moving in a positive direction, despite the shadows cast by his past experiences.